[ Before, he'd convince himself with a steely of course it won't. Castor was - wild, unrestrained, angry in a way that Polydeuces and Caesar have never been.
He didn't realize that's what it was like, in Shinji's head. He convinced himself it was just a matter of training, but now he - well, he feels even worse that he dragged Shinji back.
He thinks of the suppressants. It makes a cold feeling settle in the thick of his stomach, unsure. He can't bring himself to mention them to Haru. ]
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[ Before, he'd convince himself with a steely of course it won't. Castor was - wild, unrestrained, angry in a way that Polydeuces and Caesar have never been.
He didn't realize that's what it was like, in Shinji's head. He convinced himself it was just a matter of training, but now he - well, he feels even worse that he dragged Shinji back.
He thinks of the suppressants. It makes a cold feeling settle in the thick of his stomach, unsure. He can't bring himself to mention them to Haru. ]