Interesting, but she's glad she retained her concern about the wishes. Their wishes on New Year's resulted in them choosing Maruki and his reality, without proper knowledge or awareness they had done so. ]
[ He doesn't want to talk about this but - she does know Shinjiro and Ken's situations. She knows Ken has a Persona, after all. ]
I wished that I had Shinji's Persona and he had mine instead. It wasn't even here, but I made it show up with that wish. And it immediately started trying to go for civilians.
Shinji wished for it back to get it out of me. So now he has his Persona again, even though he didn't want it.
[ Before, he'd convince himself with a steely of course it won't. Castor was - wild, unrestrained, angry in a way that Polydeuces and Caesar have never been.
He didn't realize that's what it was like, in Shinji's head. He convinced himself it was just a matter of training, but now he - well, he feels even worse that he dragged Shinji back.
He thinks of the suppressants. It makes a cold feeling settle in the thick of his stomach, unsure. He can't bring himself to mention them to Haru. ]
[ Unfortunately, she doesn't have a full picture as to why Shinjiro's Persona seems so wild and violent. It's all so confusing, as is the idea that there have been other Persona users this entire time. ]
Can he simply not wish it away? But if that's not the case and it needs to be taken down, please know I will help.
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[ More than ever, she's glad she didn't attempt more than a couple of them. ]
Is that why that crystal took over your body?
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[ He had had a band of crystal around his neck, when Haru broke him out. ]
Well, it didn't happen right away. He had to make a wish to undo mine, and once it was over, that's when it started happening.
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[ If he's comfortable sharing.
Interesting, but she's glad she retained her concern about the wishes. Their wishes on New Year's resulted in them choosing Maruki and his reality, without proper knowledge or awareness they had done so. ]
I'm glad it's over, at least.
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I wished that I had Shinji's Persona and he had mine instead. It wasn't even here, but I made it show up with that wish. And it immediately started trying to go for civilians.
Shinji wished for it back to get it out of me. So now he has his Persona again, even though he didn't want it.
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[ Not once had she ever entertained the thought of wishing for anything but her own power.
But Akira's power... it's different. He's special. ]
It won't attack anyone again, will it?
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[ Before, he'd convince himself with a steely of course it won't. Castor was - wild, unrestrained, angry in a way that Polydeuces and Caesar have never been.
He didn't realize that's what it was like, in Shinji's head. He convinced himself it was just a matter of training, but now he - well, he feels even worse that he dragged Shinji back.
He thinks of the suppressants. It makes a cold feeling settle in the thick of his stomach, unsure. He can't bring himself to mention them to Haru. ]
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Can he simply not wish it away?
But if that's not the case and it needs to be taken down, please know I will help.
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[ At that, though - ]
It's a part of him, how could you take it down without killing him?
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So despite it going berserk, it's still not separate from him after the wish, is it?
pretend courier here
[ But being in Shinji didn't stop Castor before. ]
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A Persona should not go berserk like that, however.
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Shinji had stopped it before but it was[ He stares at the text box before he deletes it entirely. What Shinji did before was killing him. Killed him, in a way. ]
I know. I don't know why it happened to him. He's not a bad guy at all.
It isn't your problem to handle, though. It's my fault and I'll try to fix it.
I'll keep your offer in mind if it comes to something that dire, though.